Yay!!

I'm excited! Yesterday was my last day at my student worker job until next year. NOW I'm looking for a part time job to keep until I head off to nursing school next August!! I found out that I really hate fast food my body does too. I also figured out I LOVE CHRISTMAS TIME!!! I'm soo excited I bought gifts for all the important people in my life! I'm sooo happy. I'm thankful for my blessings as well as being able to be a blessing to others. :) Ohhh I finally have a picture since I fixed my favorite gold clip on Jessica Simpson earrings.

For As Much as You Get, Give

I had an amazing weekend! I finished up my Christmas shopping and was wellll under my budget. Old navy had an amazing sell on some of their items. Which reminds me I NEED ANOTHER JOB, tired of working once every two weeks. I also spent much needed time with the babe! Then Sunday I went to church. I loveee to sing at church! It's my own personal way of thanking God for everything he does for me. After church we sung at Whitfield ( Mississippi State Hospital). It made me happy to make others smile and get uplifted. Each day I walk out of the house I try to smile, speak, and meet at least one person. I'm a believer that for as much as you receive you should give. For every two things I get myself I give at least one to someone else. You never know what the next person is going through, how much they struggle, or their insecurities. Me speaking and giving someone a compliment may really touch someone one day! I don't do it for me, I do it to make others happy. :) Oh, today grades came out today. 1 A 4 B's and 2 C's. I was sooo sad over those C's. I feel like I put in all this work and at the end of the day I get the short end of the stick. I'm just here as a number that is paying 100,000 dollars for a degree that I'm not even interested in just so i can go to nursing school two weeks after graduation. I soo look forward to that day! I finally get to explore my passion! Gee Wiz!

Pineapples!

My week has been yucky, lol. No matter how happy I try to be things come up BUT I forever keep a smile on my face hence the name "Smiley Confessions"! I'm the type of person that wouldn't argue with a bear but make him question his own abilities.  I'm a firm believer that words cut deep. People will act like they don't care what your saying but by the time they go to bed and reevaluate their day your words WILL be thought upon. Anyway, back to my week. I passed all my finals BUT STILL got 2 freaking C's out of that "nice but crazy" lady class. Word to the wise: If you know you want to be a nurse, firefighter, doctor or WHATEVER; Do NOT settle for a major just to say I went to this college. Pursue something because you have a passion for it. Other wise you will end up just doing work and not being fully engaged and your grades will reflect it. That's kind of the reason for my two C's but then again a researcher and teacher are two different things, people should consider that before hiring people. Education should be valued much more than what it is in the south, mainly Louisiana, Mississippi, and Alabama. Its ridiculous how many teachers are hired because of sports, their age, or their research abilities. WE NEED HEART WRENCHING TEACHERS that care about each and every last student understanding the information not just being able to pass a test. Just because one student out of thirty makes an A a couple makes a C but the other 40 percent of the class FAILS the test is a problem and should be handled accordingly. When I was in elementary and middle school the older teachers LOVED to teach and make sure everyone understood. The tests mattered but us learning was the number one objective. Its sad that the lack of teachers is actually starting to flow over into college. (deep sigh) The one thing I learned over my sucky semester is: natural food are wayyy better for your body. You can boost your energy more than you would with a supplement if you actually ate more fresh fruits and vegetables. My favorite, PINEAPPLES!! That's about the only thing me and the "nice but crazy" teacher had in common.

Worse to Best

This weekend has been so hectic! It started off with my first final and I don't think I did well but I have faith that I will get all a's and b's this semester. Word from the wise never settle for a degree that doesn't please you, you will never put your all into the work! I thought I was gonna see my niece but the were a no show til Sunday! I had another final in the middle of the day Saturday! It took my 30 minutes to get there and 5 minutes to take the test, I started to ask her for gas reimbursements! Sooo my weekend started off horrible but Saturday evening we went Christmas caroling. I felt overjoyed to sing and visit people that are isolated with no families. Too often we forget that Christmas and life in general is not about who we can impress or what we can buy, it's about the lives we touch and the difference we can make. That's what makes God happy! :) I got to see my niece, went to church last night( God is awesome) and made up with my bf! This weekend was great!

Gee...

I have been wanting to do this for a long time! I always wondered what would I talk about and who would read it but NOW! I need a place to vent! I never realized how much I had going on. Plus i laugh at myself throughout the day, I may as well let someone else get a kick out of it too!